Protected: Things I just can’t say

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Worse and worse

My writing is just deteriorating…
I can’t write an essay for nuts. When I could once spout arguments that could last 1200 words easy, this is just… depressing.
My vocabulary of late has been decidedly… lackluster.
Don’t even talk about spelling, I don’t know what I would do without spellcheck. If I didn’t have that, I would constantly [...]

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In a corner of my heart…

Someone asked me a question today, out of the blue:
Don’t you get lonely?
It stumped me for a moment, I simply didn’t know what to say, I then brushed it off with a simple “Doesn’t everyone get lonely sometimes?” and a smile.
Most of the time, when people see me, they see a very independent girl who [...]

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Love songs brainwash you

I say, love songs totally brainwash you. Especially young impressionable kids who don’t know anything better. They give you an image of love that is totally irrational and unattainable, and then everyone goes around looking for the ‘perfect’ love, when there is really no such thing in the BGR world. They are so busy looking [...]

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On the airwaves!

People like to ask me what I wanna do in the future.
Seriously, I have no idea. I’d like to go into PR, but when you’re in Mass Com, there are so many things you can do. You don’t do everything well, yes, but still you CAN do a lot of stuff. Like radio and me. [...]

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Protected: Reading between the lines when there are no lines

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Spring cleaning

It’s always tough spring cleaning my room, and yet, that was exactly what I have been doing today.
I always have to go through my things and decide what stays and what needs to go. It’s the toughest deciding whether you should throw away random pieces of paper with messages from your friends scribbled on them. [...]

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Life goes on

It just doesn’t seem right that life has to go on when I’m a mess inside. So many things hit me today. So many thoughts and feelings that I felt as if I couldn’t hold it all in anymore.
When I say I’m fine, I’m not, but I just don’t wanna talk about it because, where [...]

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When it’s done and over

Red Camp for me is over. Officially. It never did occur to me that this was my last Red Camp till a few days ago. And it didn’t actually hit me till today. And blame it all on Matt. He started feeling emo about the whole thing, though he definitely has good reason for it! [...]

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Breathing underwater

Gee… What happens when you’re human and you breathe underwater?
I’d have to say that… you’ll drown.
I simply have nothing else to say right now. Disappointments, frustration, tiredness… Most times it feels like I can deal with life, that everything’s ok. Then it all comes down. Like a house of cards.
God, teach me to walk ON [...]

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